Fight

Hey there,

Yes I know we all fought,

For Us, with people close to us, with strangers not known to us,

For No body or say everybody, with our own crazy mind.

Yet we always believed that Love changes people and time heals the pain.

With every fight, the world saw how strong we are but no one knew how broken we felt.

Millions of tears on our pillows knew what we thought,

The mobile keyboard knew  words typed which the other side never got.

Today, I want to tell you, its okay and its worth it. 

We choose to listen to our hearts and do what we felt for.

We may regret some decisions today and be proud of some, 

The fact that we are still here shows we aren't stupid or dump,

the fact is that every moment of today will be a memory tomorrow,

ya we will laugh at ourselves and even pat our own backs.

Smile and continue your fight, however difficult be it ya be wrong or right.

I See Her - Part 1

How amazing is nature! I mean look how barren and deserted is this land, yet look at that little plant full of flowers, bright red in color, It is not just red, it is blood red something that my dear friend Althea, the color expert would have said. I loved flowers, so I plucked a few of them and walked home happily. It all started that day. Fresh flowers were perfect for my bedside vase, I kept them there, added some water, and went out of my room. When I returned the water had spilled all around the vase, that was quite surprising as I had not spilled any water but thinking II might have been careless, I cleaned the water. It was weird to see the cloth drenched all red, it was as if i was wiping out blood, i ran out to my mom to show the cloth, but the cloth was white again. It might have been my hallucination I thought and let it go. It was around 10 PM that I usually went to bed, everything was all normal, the vase, the flowers, everything was perfect. Hymmmmmmm hmmm hmmmmm..laaaaaa..hmm hmm hmm hmlaaaaaa, Once there was a little girl wearing clothes all red, jumping and walking, happy that she was.. hmm hmm hmmlaaa hmm hmm laaaaa. A sweet melody, someone was singing and stroking my hair, it was as if I was dreaming and suddenly, the singing stopped. Clinkkkk Clinkkkk, like some glass, was breaking, and fell droplets of water from the glass were falling down, I could feel on my face, the water droplets. I got up, it was all so calm. Rubbing my eyes with one hand, I reached out my other hand to my bedside lamp. Someone held my hand, my heart skipped a beat, the touch, the same one that was stroking my hair. I did not want to move, that grip was so tight yet so soft. That someone let go of my hand now, I closed my eyes and moved my hand in search of the lamp. There was no lamp, all I felt was water, there was water all over the table, maybe the base had a crack. But where was the lamp, I searched my bed was my mobile, I needed a flashlight to see what was wrong. I turned the flashlight on and Ahhhhhhhhhhh, bloodshot eyes, there was no face, no human no structure just eyes and blood flowing from them. I was breathing so heavily, I was stuck there, sweating badly and the singing started again... Hymmmmmmm hmmm hmmmmm..laaaaaa..hmm hmm hmm hmlaaaaaa, Once there was a little girl wearing clothes all red, jumping and walking, happy that she was.. hmm hmm hmmlaaa hmm hmm laaaaa. I could now feel the hand again, stroking my hair, I wanted to jump out of bed and run out but I could not feel my legs, I was as if tied down. I blinked and the bloodshot eyes disappeared, the singing stopped, there was no hand now, I could move my legs. I quickly turned on the lights. The lamp on the table was there, there was no water around, it was all dry, the vase was perfect. I decided to keep the lights on now as I lay on the bed. Smasssshhhhh, the lights and lamps broke, it was all dark, I only had my flashlight now. I could now hear the water drops, I turned my mobile light towards that sound, blood drops were falling down from that vase and forming a face on the floor, a scary face. hmm hmmm... it was about to start. I shouted so loudly, my parents came running, they turned on the lights and the lights worked. My room was all perfect, there was no blood, no broken glass now. I hugged my mom and went to their room to sleep. The next morning, the first thing I wanted to do was throw away the vase, those flowers, so I went to my room, to my horror; there was no vase, the flowers were all scattered on the floor, but they still were bright red. I picked them up and threw that in the dustbin and thought the horror was now over. Little did I know.......

भुलले रे

The Irony

Every night tears flow,

they try their best to show.

And there comes this moment where you feel,

You need to get rid of it so that you heal.

Sitting on the window, watching the moon,

You decide to end it really soon.

From tomorrow i shall be strong you say,

As on your bed you lay.

The sun comes up,darkness fades out.

And with that breaks that decision, that strength.

You land up there, you decided to leave from where.

Another night, another day,

This cycle continues.......

But have you ever thought..why couldn't you stop.

I fail to understand....The Irony between" Do what makes you happy, live in the moment, YOLO"

and " Don't spoil you life, for few moments of happiness".

There is this quest we all go through, there are few situations in life where you have to choose between what makes you happy and what is morally right, and it is tough.

Do you end up thinking every night to do the socially right thing from the next morning and end up failing to do so every morning, and instead, you do that socially wrong which makes you happy.

The End is a Start

I understand it was so special,

But its gone.

Now all you have to do is,

Accept and Move on.

The storm was strong,

You couldn't hold it for long.

With the wind its gone.

Accept and Move on.

Hope the wind takes it there, 

Happiness & prosperity is where,

This End is a new Start,

Just Accept and Move On.

                        - By: Rilsina Pegado

Taken for Granted

Nagging was all you thought she did,

you didn't listen to her as time fled.

She kept running behind you,

Making plans all new,

but you neither turned back nor slowed down.

In search of a better future you went,

Never understood what her presence meant.

And when on the shattered pieces of glass you see her lie,

A millions times you ask yourself why.

Love back when you can,

Life is too short my dear Man.

     

Let's Go

The clock has tickled as it does,
so here we go.
Expectations ka fuss,
yet here we go.

Tough lessons learnt,
Emotions churned,
Felt that burn,
Experience earned,
Thus here we go.

All prepped up and planned,
Yet no idea where we may land,
Filled with hope and fear,
Future is not clear,
Still here we go.

Strength be the scars of our past,
let it go what you know may not last,
With a fresh slate,
Before its late.

Let the fresh wind blow
Here we go.

#2019 #a fresh beginning # Lets Go